The novel opens with Brigadier-General Andrew Lackaday asking a friend to record his life story as he reflects on his past with frank self-awareness. He recalls his childhood in the Cirque Rocambeau where he grew up as “Petit Patou” under the care of the clown Ben Flint. These formative years shape his humor sensitivity and humanity while also planting deep insecurities about his place in society. This part blends comedy and melancholy to portray a man confronting the origins he both cherishes and fears.