He gradually turns toward nature and solitude where time spent in forests and by the lake brings him a sense of peace and liberation that contrasts with his earlier struggles, and his growing interest in Eastern philosophy mysticism and the inner life expands his perspective beyond conventional beliefs and values, while these experiences guide him toward an understanding of life that transcends external success or failure, and his communion with nature teaches him to release attachment and accept existence more fully, so that he ultimately realizes that his hardships and wanderings have led him toward deeper insight and a greater inner freedom.